Christopher has a secret that he has no problem keeping, except for when that gnawing feeling comes, that gnawing feeling to be with a man, a burning within him that drives his desire. The few times that he has been with a man, Christopher has had the most satisfying sexual experiences of his life. Tonight that all too familiar burning within is back with a vengeance, and Christopher knows that he will not rest until that burning desire is satisfied. When Christopher gets that raw hunger to be with a man, he feels somewhat like a vampire in search of blood. His hunger becomes a need that he must satisfy in order to survive. Tonight, Christopher enters a gay bar for the very first time in his life and is not prepared for what awaits him there.
Christopher had let those feelings he had about men, those gnawing, aching feelings of wanting, desiring, hungering to be with a man, lie dormant somewhere inside of him for a long time after that, but tonight those feelings were back with a vengeance, and Christopher was so horny tonight that he could hardly stand it. He had been feeling this way for awhile now, but didn’t want to admit it, and had even tried to deny it to himself as much as he could, but he knew that he had to do something about it. Christopher had a live-in girlfriend now, but he had never told her about his times with men, and never would, not after what happened the last time he had told a girlfriend. But damn, Christopher was horny tonight, and he knew that he was not horny for a woman tonight. Christopher sat for awhile and let his mind wander back to one very specific time when he had been with a guy, a time that he will never forget.
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Christopher had never been to a real gay bar before, so he decided to give it a try tonight. His heart was pounding with anxiety when he walked through the door. It was a pretty nice bar, though, not too seedy, so he stepped up to the bar and ordered a beer. It wasn’t long at all before Christopher was being eyed hungrily by at least a dozen men, and Christopher knew that he was being lusted after. He could see the lust-filled eyes that had immediately been fixed upon him.
