Story Excerpt

“I hear Italy is nice this time of year,” I said, trying to be casual as I stared out the window. “We could go check out Italy instead.”

“Whatever you want, your honor.” Miles’s tone left very little doubt that it wasn’t really my choice. “I can have them turn the plane around right now if you’d like.” Oh, now he was just teasing me.

“Well, how about somewhere tropical then? I bet you’d have fun chasing me around in swim trunks. And look good doing it.” I batted my eyelashes at him. I was willing to do just about anything to get out of where we were going. Not that offering myself up to Miles to get my way would be any hardship. He was a god among men… And vampires actually.

He focused on me then, narrowing his gorgeous light-green eyes slightly in a disapproving manner. “Don’t flirt to get your way. It’s beneath you.”

Ouch. I turned away as if he’d slapped me. Rejected again and chastised. Yeah, that’s what every man wants when he goes out on a ledge. “I apologize. I was just teasing.” In a flash I undid my seat belt and headed to the bathroom. I heard Miles sigh from his seat as I forced myself to walk at a normal pace away from him.

Alone in the bathroom, I smacked myself in the forehead. How many times was I going to let Miles know I was interested only to be rejected? He had to know by now that I meant it and I was in love with him. Hell, I’d been in love with him since I was fifteen.

Miles Juniper had been one of my parents’ guards, but when I’d been sent to a human boarding school, my fathers had decided Miles was the man to protect me far from home. I’d been there a few months when he came to my room with a look of such grief I knew I’d need to sit down before he’d even started talking.

“Barnabas,” he had whispered as he joined me on the bed. His expression had been filled with sadness, and I knew it was going to be bad because he never used my first name. “Your parents’ plane crashed. I’m sorry, but there were no survivors.” And just like that my whole world had come crashing down, and it was Miles who held me all night sobbing. He was there for me every day since.

Things had changed when I turned eighteen and he stopped being friendly with me and went back to being only my guard. It was ironic because that was when I realized the feelings I had for him weren’t just friendship or the same as when one loves an older brother. I was truly, madly, and deeply in love with him.

And he didn’t return the feelings. Part of me wished he would get reassigned. Another part of me just wanted to show up in his bed naked and see if he really didn’t want me or if he was just trying to do what was best for me. And the last part, the part that was growing stronger every time he rejected my advances, thought it was time to hire a different head of my security and personal guard. But I didn’t think I could do that. Miles was basically the only family I had.

I got myself composed and made sure to flush the toilet as if I’d been in there for that reason and not needing a moment to myself. I stepped out of the lavatory and crashed into the man of my dreams… Or nightmares, depending on how I looked at it and the fact that I couldn’t have him.

Miles was huge. My eye level was with his massive, built, and lickable chest. I slowly glanced up past his broad shoulders to meet his bright eyes. I wanted to climb his body and grab his ear-length black hair in my hands as I kissed him stupid.

“We’re landing soon, your honor,” he announced quietly, clearing his throat as if he knew what I’d been thinking. It felt like another rejection on top of the other one I’d just received, and my pride bristled.

“Good. I think some changes need to be made once we’re home. Starting with reassessing my security detail.” My tone had become very formal so as not to betray the painful emotions I was feeling at his denying me. Miles’s mouth fell open and he went a little pale. “And my not being allowed to date. I’m tired of being alone and living like a monk.”

“You’re allowed to date, your honor.” I snorted at his reply. Miles had done everything in his power to keep me a virgin, but I’d snuck into a bathroom with a date, past my security, and had sex once. Once by the age of twenty-one when I went to an all-boys boarding school and then Oxford University. “The men you were picking weren’t suitable—”

“Not for you to decide anymore,” I cut him off, my tone firm. “I’m an adult whether you still see the boy I once was or not. It’s time I was allowed to act like one. I’m about to take over being the head of the East Coast Council and I’ve never been on a real date. That ends.” I’d had a few sporadic dates in boarding school and college, but normally it was hanging out in someone’s dorm room and ordering pizza. And one time I went to a club… But I didn’t count that either for several reasons.

I wanted a real, go out, dinner and a movie, adult date. Was that really too much to ask for?

ADULT EXCERPT

I’d never felt so stretched and deliciously dirty before in my life. We were so doing this again.

“Ready, our mate?” Digger asked in a husky voice.

“Oh yeah,” I whimpered. “Fuck me. Shove that fat cock in me like you never want to leave.”

“You talk dirty?” Miles looked like his eyes were going to roll into the back of his head at the idea. “So fucking hot.”

“Glad you like it,” I teased. Digger’s fingers left my ass, and I felt the head of his cock. He slowly pushed the head inside of me and I winced at the pain.

“Stop,” Miles ordered, staring at me intently. “It’s hurting him too much.”

“No, just give me a moment to adjust.” He nodded, still looking worried but trusting I knew what I could handle. It warmed my heart. When I was ready, I gave Digger the go-ahead and he slowly worked his dick inside of me. “Oh my god. I feel so full. You’re both hung like horses.”

“You should see it from my end,” Digger whimpered. “This is a fucking beautiful sight.”

“Next time we take pictures or videotape it then.” I wanted to see it, too, if nothing else, as proof I’d really done it.

“You’d let us make a dirty video of you?” Miles’s mouth hung open in shock.

“Of course.” I giggled then moaned as Digger gave me more of his dick. “It’s not like you’re going to post it on YouTube or something. And we’re mates, so you can’t ever break up with me and do something mean with it for revenge. If you want videos or dirty pictures of me because it turns you on, I’m all for it.”

“The ideas you’re giving me.” Digger’s hold on my hips tightened, and I knew he really liked the idea.

An evil smile crossed my lips. “You could tie me down, fuck me with toys for the camera before you both shoved your cocks into my tight hole and showed me who I belong to.” They both growled their approval, and I screamed as Digger bottomed out inside of me. “Fuck, that feels so good. We need to make a list of everything else we want to try as well.”

“Deal,” They both agreed as Miles sat up, moving me with him. The angle of their dicks changed, and the position made my hole tighter. Lights flashed behind my eyes at the pleasure, and I almost passed out from it. While I was adjusting, he moved his knees under him, wrapping my legs over his hips as Digger plastered himself to my back. I looped one arm around each of their necks, turning slightly so I could see both their faces barely.

“This is what I wanted,” I whispered, overcome with emotions. We were all joined, them inside of me together, and I never felt closer to both of them.

“Baby, don’t cry.” Miles wiped a tear I didn’t even know was on my cheek. “Does it hurt too bad?”

“No, it’s perfect.” I shook my head, trying to get myself under control. It made sense that I was a little all over the place after the day we’d had. “It’s just this morning I never thought we’d ever get to this place where we could all be together. It’s like my perfect dream is coming true, and I don’t ever want it to end.”

“We’re not going anywhere, Bas,” Digger said gently as he kissed my neck. “We’re yours now, forever. We can do this or be together however you want, whenever you want.”

“Nothing’s going to keep us apart ever again,” Miles agreed.

“Show me how you feel about us,” I purred, not sure how to get them to start moving. Digger slowly pulled out, and when he started pushing back in, Miles withdrew. I screamed their names, holding on for dear life as they did things to my body I didn’t think possible.

“You like this, baby?” Digger growled, moving one hand to my chest and pulling me back against him. “How about that?”

“Faster,” I begged, staring at my cock against Miles’s body, leaving trails of pre-cum on him. “Give me everything you have. Take us to heaven.”